“Is it strange to feel absolutely no sense of belonging at all? To feel as if you don’t belong anywhere, to anyone, to anything, to any home? Is it an oddity for the days where you simply cannot function so much as to get out of the sea that eats you up night after night, nightmare after nightmare, to be as frequent as the days where the sun rises and continues to set, leaving you cold and alone in the dark? It’s an exhausting thing constantly fighting the build up of tears you know could flow free at any particular time. Unfixable. Unheard. Unnoticed by others. Would pity be poured upon me if you knew the thoughts that I held captive, hidden away in a safe that no one knows the combination to? Or would crazy be the stamp imprinted next to my name? Tell me now, before the whispering thought of insanity takes ahold of my soul.”—Akasha Abraham (via sanfranciscostolemyheart)
Are you ever just overwhelmed by the horrifying thought that maybe, nobody ACTUALLY wants you around? And it’s not that you think everyone hates you, but it’s just that you’re not special to anyone? And that its really kind of sucky that you’re about 98% sure that nobody thinks “Wow, I just really like talking to her.” and that you could probably just disappear without anyone caring that much?
“I want to be around people that do things. I don’t want to be around people anymore that judge or talk about what people do. I want to be around people that dream and support and do things.”—Amy Poehler (via fellasleepblogging)